“Comfort Zone”

  I, me and myself are best friends of all time; here we go again trying to do the impossible which is letting go of the past.

  It’s been a long year of working hard since I was a senior, after finishing everything and being excited, I really miss everything about high school, no matter how hard it was but there are many things and people that I miss. This makes me kind of an anti-social person, and I would really like to stay in my comfort zone.

  Seriously all I do in real life is to meet a bunch of friends and then say goodbye to them, none of them stick around forever, they either travel, lose contact, hate me or even die. I really wish that I find someone there for me when I need help. But all I do is to make people happy and be the shoulder they cry on whereas when I cry … well, I only have my pillow …

  It’s really sad for me to know many people and have various good friends in reality while I've been feeling totally alone in my whole life. And it’s even worse when people get mad from you and judge you. So why shouldn't I just live in my comfort zone and leave everything in my life behind?

The answer is: “you just shouldn't!” you see human beings are made to communicate and live together, we are made to fight, love, laugh, cry, smile, feel …etc. Even if we dislike the fact of being lonely, we can still breathe and live. Even if we disagree we can say “we agreed to disagree”. Even if we are in a storm we’ll never lose the hope of seeing sunlight. And for me I’ll be pushing myself to join society rather than my “comfort zone” and maybe… just maybe I’ll find someone for me one day.